Life · Places

Cities I Called Home

Places lived, remembered, and redrawn. Each city opens into a chapter of Zarina’s life, revealing how travel, architecture, memory, and displacement entered her work.

A geographic autobiography

Roads as companions

I am only a small part of a big universe, but we all have stories to tell. I am already eighty years old and time is running out. To quote the Palestinian poet Mahmoud Darwish, “I don’t have enough time to tie my end to my beginning.”

I have learned a lot from my wanderings around the world and have always been very curious about how other people live. Now, in my old age, I want to go back to where I started. I often wonder what my life would have been like had I never left my house of four walls in India. I will never know the privilege of living out my days in the country in which I was born, speaking in my mother tongue.

There is truth to the phrase, “You can never go home again.” I do not feel at home anywhere, but the idea of home follows me wherever I go. In dreams and on sleepless nights, the fragrance of the garden, image of the sky, and sound of language returns. I go back to the roads I have crossed many times. They are my companions and my solace.

Zarina; Darwish quotation from Mural (2000)
Cities I Called Home, 2010, a sequence of map prints by Zarina
Cities I Called Home, 2010

The city as method

A life read through places

These cities are more than stops in a chronology. Each changed how Zarina worked: Bangkok introduced woodcut; Paris made the print workshop a daily community; Delhi brought handmade paper, found wood, and the independence of a studio; Tokyo sharpened her attention to carving, paper, and restraint; New York gave her a place from which maps, houses, and borders could be reconsidered over four decades.

In works such as Homes I Made / A Life in Nine Lines and Cities I Called Home, biography becomes geography. A city can be remembered through a road, a room, a language, or a line cut into wood. The chapters below follow those connections between lived place and artistic form.

The portfolio sequence

City chapters

Choose a city to read its people, workshops, materials, works, and turning points.

The chapters follow the order of the places in Homes I Made / A Life in Nine Lines, rather than a strict timeline. New York follows Santa Cruz here as the open-ended home to which Zarina returned.

01

Aligarh

Birth, family, mathematics, books, Urdu, and the courtyard at 8 Shibli Road.

02

Bangkok

Marriage, sea travel, hand-drawn maps, Thai language, and the discovery of printmaking.

03

New Delhi

A growing art community, the path to Atelier 17, and the independence of a studio of her own.

04

Paris

Atelier 17, intaglio and viscosity printing, abstraction, museums, books, and an international community.

05

Bonn

Silkscreen, maps, encounters with American art, and the turn toward worked white paper.

06

Tokyo

A Japan Foundation fellowship, an independent life, Japanese woodblock, and a renewed attention to paper.

07

Los Angeles

A gallery connection, a temporary landing from Tokyo, and a family journey across America.

08

Santa Cruz

Teaching, a second workshop, and repeated journeys between California, New York, and family in Pakistan before her full-time return to New York in 1998.

09

New York

A home and studio, feminist organizing, teaching, printing, maps, and more than four decades of practice.

10

London

A final address from which questions of home, memory, exile, and return remained open.

Selected chronology

A life moving between places

The chronology separates repeated stays and returns that the portfolio gathers into a single city image. New York therefore appears before and after Santa Cruz here, while remaining after Santa Cruz in the artwork-led chapter sequence above.

Continue to the CV and exhibition histories →
  1. 01

    Aligarh

    Childhood, mathematics, books, Urdu, and the remembered plan of 8 Shibli Road.

  2. 02

    Bangkok

    Marriage, journeys through Southeast Asia, hand-drawn maps, Thai, and the beginning of woodcut.

  3. 03

    New Delhi

    A growing artistic community and the decision to pursue printmaking more deeply.

  4. 04

    Paris

    Atelier 17, intaglio, viscosity printing, museums, books, and an international workshop community.

  5. 05

    New Delhi

    An independent studio practice shaped by handmade paper, found wood, and regular work.

  6. 06

    Bonn

    Silkscreen, maps, new encounters with American art, and the move toward worked white paper.

  7. 07

    New Delhi

    A return to the studio before a year of independent study and work in Japan.

  8. 08

    Tokyo

    Japanese woodblock, apprenticeship, paper, restraint, and a room of her own.

  9. 09

    Los Angeles

    A temporary landing, exhibition connections, and a journey across the United States.

  10. 10

    New York

    A home and studio, feminist organizing, teaching, collaborative print workshops, and citizenship.

  11. 11

    Santa Cruz / New York

    Teaching printmaking in California while sustaining her New York home and studio.

  12. 12

    New York

    A full-time return to the loft and two decades of major portfolios, sculpture, exhibitions, and recognition.

  13. 13

    London

    Her final years near family, with the work continuing to circulate internationally.

One life, many chapters

Begin with a city—or follow the journey in order

Together, these chapters trace the people, workshops, journeys, and turning points attached to each place.

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